there is a rage and anger that is deep inside
so strong are these feelings i try to hide
but they take me over from time to time
i lose control, i feel like i'm not mine
i don't like it, not being in control
i don't like THEM, they hide in my soul
i want and dream of being free
away from everything that pushes me
yet here i and, and here i'll stay
to face me demons for another day

what if you and me were together,
would that be so bad?
because i could make you happy
when you're feeling sad

there is something dormant and lying there
some undefined spark that starts to flare
there is something between us, unspoken and true
certain feelings i have when i think of you

i look upon you and see radient beauty
i look upon you and smile
i look upon you with the utmost respect
i look upon you and think a while

explaining how you feel
can be a nightmare.
and when you are made to,
does that person really car?

I hate having to do it
explaining being me is hard
but on occasion there is someone
worth the whole 9 yard

i think i may have found her,
but then i'm not so sure.
I'm scared as hell about it
and i don't really know what for.

If i'm right and she's the one,
then everything will work out cool.
But if i'm wrong and it all falls flat,
then i'll feel a big-time fool.

what do you see
when you look at me?
do you see the boy?
playing with a favoured toy.
the kid with the wicked grin,
yet so innocent, an original sin.
Do you see the man?
down the pub when he can
the type you love to hate,
the type you fall for, call it fate.
or do you see what isn't there
a male, who like most, doesn't care
someone who's there in body, but not soul
someone who really has a heart that cold.
but whatever you see
and what you think is me,
just take your time
and open your mind,
then you will see
what truly is me.

you know who i am by the way i look at you.
and you can tell from this that my feelings are true.
the feelings i have and the feelings i hold
are from me to you, so clear, strong and bold.
From the bottom of my heart i beg forgiveness,
i'm truly sorry. With god as my witness
i'll say to you "i'll right my wrongs,
in the past is where our history belongs"
so know this now and know this true,
with love in my heart is how i look at you.

close you eyes
and sympathise,
about what we've done
when we had fun.

those few days
remain a haze.
the kiss-n-tell antics
of a pair of romantics.

you proved your worth
to walk this earth,
but all i did
was act like a kid.

now we talk for hours,
while inside me cowers
the feeling i hide.
you asked, but i lied

sacred is the spirit that belongs to the one
sacred is the earth and sacred the sun
sacred is the being that it belongs to
sacred are the feelings from me to you

"tomorrow never comes"
that's what they say
so with that in mind
lets seize the day